Im feeling a bit... lonley.

"I know what it's like to feel alone.
And, that's why I stay alone, because I never want to feel alone again."

French, AGAIN!?!?

Oh man, today is going to be interesting, in PE my back started hurting out of no where, and it sucked. And it wasnt because of what you think it might me, because i took that off, and i still felt like shit.

I am going to be a better boyfriend, because yesterday, he scared me, and i realized on that humid bussride, that i need him.

secretiveness.

This is bullshit. You've been doing koke this hole time.  The day you decide to apologize, You almost Overdose on it. Good job buddy. Wayta make me feel like you meant what you said. And for the record,  i dont feel that bad about it.

On a side note, i dont like how your calling / spending more time with HIM than you are with me. My care for you, has dropped. I would be devastated if we did end things, but under these circumstances, i can forget you pretty easily.

On the other side, I know you still have feelings for Mr Koke Addict,  and thats okay. Tell him to apologize sober if he cares so much for you, and ill forgive his fucking stupid self.

I love you. and it feels weird not being with you. JS.
Tyler+Babe <3

ANND i am finished my rant.

-Amen motherfuckers.

French, never got more interesting.

Sitting in class. And thank god this school doesnt have this site blocked. Im finished my assignment, and there isnt much to do. I sit beside Emmy Lu, and she so happens to be the same tiny smug little bitch that everyone loves. Including myself. The lady definatly tells it like it is. 

The most popular words that linger the room are " I wish spring break was longer". Or course though, who the fuck doesnt. Talk about myspace and twitter. Stupid stupid talk. Well i guess its more productive than sitting in french class typing in this thing.

Anyways, as of now the only thing to look forward to is my birthday. And let me tell you i cant fucking wait. My Longboard will be the life of me, and i will buy the goods for my friends even if it excludes my own participation. I need to pay them back. I feel so bad about letting them pay for my buss fare, and spending their extra money on me. My bad.

Today i'm going to see Jaydenn, and it will be amazing. Kayla was right,. I will want to hang out with him again. Because i'm excited to see his face again. I was thinking of regret, but never, would i ever fucking hurt that boy. EVER. He is my everything. and when i find the words how to tell him, i will tell him, and it will be at the right place and time. and in person. He dated a clown. LOL.

Today, is a good day.